January 2012
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December 2011
1 post
The last day of the first year.
This is the first year i’ve been a grown up. The first year i’ve really been able to make my own decisions and decide my fate. I’ve moved away from home and I’ve got bills, and rent. I buy my own food now and i’ve had to learn that the big bag of pasta lasts longer than buying a new small packet every week. I’ve learnt you can get 9 Andrex cheaper from a cheap...
August 2011
4 posts
July 2011
18 posts
I think I'd be really depressed if my future kids...
georgiedavey:
-somerhalder:
“Mummy, what is Harry Potter? It sounds stupid.”
“YOU ARE NO CHILD OF MINE. GET UNDER THOSE STAIRS NOW.”
^^^^
Gpoy.
“We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty, charm and adventure. There...”
– ~ Jawaharlal Nehru
“Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away....”
– One Tree Hill
“‘She was illusive. She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest...”
– Stargirl
“My life is dazzling and full to the brim of sharp edges, strobe lights and...”
– Myself, Aged 15.
There is nothing I wouldn't give...
… to be back in Antigua, Guatemala. I would give EVERYTHING to be back there, with my girls.
I miss Taylor and Ashley more than I’ve ever missed anyone, its been almost a year and I still miss them every single day. I would give all that I am, my life here in England, for some more time there with them.
Back to the wonderful world of SINGLE.
I dumped my girlfriend. I say we weren’t compatible and I’m going to university in September. My best friend says ‘bullshit, you’re just being Georgia.’
“Being Georgia”; To be completely awkward when in relationships, turning into a grumpy bastard and refusing to see your girlfriend/boyfriend, refusing to answer your phone or texts and flat out giving...
The Morning After.
I was reading an article on some pro-life website or other all about the ‘vile disgusting’ product that is the Morning After Pill. I forced myself to finish the incredibly bias article, written by a well know journalist who is married with two children.
How very fitting, that she can critise females who take the Morning After Pill, when she herself has only ever been faced with...
The Future's Not What It Used To Be..
So, as a huge King Blue’s fan I listened to Itch on Radio 1’s interview today, where he was talking about their new album and the first song he chose to introduce was “The Future’s Not What Is Used To Be”;
It belongs within the Ska-Punk category and has a very ‘Ghost Town’ by the Specials feel to it, I’d always kind of related the this song to the...
Be Gentle.
I have scars all down my left arm, and they are like roads on a map; they outline my life and they each have a story and a history. I won’t say I remember why each cut is there, but I won’t hide them and pretend I never did it.
I used to find so much relief in it, so much control. I guess my problems and my troubles where minuscule on the grand scale of things; but at the time they...
“So down with the dick-tatorship, that is so cock-sure,they use rape as a weapon...”
– Fucking adore this <3
Distractions.
I am pretty sure I am a master at changing the subject and avoiding things I don’t want to answer or deal with.
When people ask me about my future, I can round it up in about three sentences, with a smile and ‘happy eyes’; people do not see my doubts or my worries about my future. I won’t let them.
I do it at the moment when people ask about my love life, or Newcastle. I...
I'm sorry.
I’m sorry i’ve not been a better friend to you. I know that you consider me your best friend and your inspiration for your trip. But I consider you another boy who fell in love with me when they shouldn’t have and then labelled it “best friends” whilst they carried on their relationship with another girl.
You are just another Dann, and he is just another you.
...
June 2011
11 posts
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The Sound of Sea Shells
The Sound of Sea Shells
There is pain and there is anguish. There are the sickening moments when she wants to claw her skin. She claws but does not reach. There is no colour, no black and no white.
There is grey. There is no more. The world has ended and she has gone with it. The sound of the seaside echoes in her ear, and she wonders if she is near the sea. Or is someone holding a seashell to...
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Kingdom of Rust
Kingdom of Rust
There is a thin line between anxiety and excitement. There is a moment of doubt before ever the most spontaneous decision. There is endless oceans to cross before you reach the kingdom you have been searching for.
Longing to feel fulfilled overtakes minds, the addiction to love, to material needs and to complex pleasures drives people to do things they wouldn’t have done if...
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Back of a Grey Hound Bus
She had run away, because, really, no one wanted to live in a town where whispers sailed faster than wind, and where stares could wound as fatally as a knife.
She got got on the greyhound bus to find a new world in Tennessee, she wanted to be a country singer, to make it real big, leave boring old Alabama behind.
She had wore that dress, the one with little cherries on the collar, because her...
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Ice Cream
The waves crashed onto the cliffs. He emerged from the icy water, taking in large gulps of air hungrily. Like he would never again breath in Oxygen. She watched him, perched on top of the cliff. She waited for him to pull another body up. He didn’t.
He had really dived.
She wanted so badly to jump in afterwards, to go down with him. He had needed her and she had failed him. Instead, she...
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Train of Thought
The street is only a small one. The houses are small, red brick with neat hedges and lawns. Most of them have picket fences in a variation of colours. If you listen, you can distinctly make out the sound of children in a school playground near by. Her heart tenses and aches. She wonders if this is considered madness.
Number fourteen is as pretty as all the other houses on the street. It is...
To be a bird.
Twitter.
One social networking site I had no intention of ever joining. I never wanted to be a sheep, I resented facebook and myspace. Depsite using them a lot.
Alas, my twitter account is recently up and running and already I have 79 followers. I think I know three of them in ‘real life’; two of them are family members.
But I will say something right here;
I have been having...
City Girls.
I live in a small town, only a short distance from a big city. But there is a clear line between where my small town starts, the city ends.
The girls are different. The city girls are at ease, they are what they are - they belong there. Small town girls stick out, I knew I did. There are people who belong in small towns, but there are people who belong in big cities.
There is a difference...
Tugging at the moon.
Tugged the moon into the ground,
turned this bedroom upside down tonight,
took my faith and I breathed it out,
then walked right through a cloud of flashing lights,
bright lies.
I liked letting go of the rules last night. I liked forgetting all my worries, all my flat hunting, job seeking, university upcoming thoughts. Two bottles of wine, four pints of cider and a bottle of champagne...
Dear Taylor;
I was watching One Tree Hill last night and there was a scene that had ‘The Freshman’ playing; it reminded me of you. I heard it on your tiny little laptop, led on your/our bed. It made me miss you so much that it hurt to breathe, does that ever happen to you? Where it hurts your chest and your heart and breathing itself is painful? It happened to me constantly when I first left, but...
Letters Home; September 2010
Mama,
School’s really good, I get one on one tuition, had it today, have it tomorrow, don’t have it wednesday (Guatemalan Independance Day) and then have it Thursday and Friday. Tomorrow is ladies night in all the bars in Antigua, so we’re going on a bar crawl cause we get free drinks until 11pm and then cheaper drinks than the guys uuntil early hours. I live with a german, two...
May 2011
13 posts
Donner Meat and Orange Juice
Scott: wtf is donner meat doing on my panini.... I ate it and it doesnt taste like it but...
Georgia: You were left wondering? Of course, of course.
Scott: That may be because of the sauce, I'm so confused. I don't know. I don't know why. I'll shut up before I start sounding really wierd.
Georgia: Dude. I just told you that i'm drunk off Orange juice. I can't possibly judge anyone.
Scott: Technically, I told you that. You said you felt drunk. It was I who made the statement.
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Being Proud
I was always taught to be proud of achievements and never be ashamed to fail. I was taught to be ambitious and always strive to be better, to work and be proud of what I had worked hard for. To never take credit for something I hadn’t done.
I went to Central America and I tried damn hard to help those children - I tried to be someone good in their life, to be someone who made a difference....
“All of our friends who think I’m blessed, they don’t know my head is...”
– The Story - Brandi Carlile
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To those with a heavy heart; 1
Tonight you said things to me that are so sweet, so beautiful that you made my heart swell about 10X its normal size.
I trust you, I really do - and I appreciate you listen to my shit and all my thoughts and worries with a none judgemental attitude. You are fantastic and so very reliable.
You told me that you worry your problems are minuscule. They aren’t. They are bothering you, and...
A Very Important Question
Georgia says: Is Beard at work? He isn't online and he's always online...
Scott says: I have no idea.
Georgia says: Foolish boy. Not you - him. I have a mega important question for him and he isn't bloody online!
Scott says: Orly?
Georgia says: Yeah.
Scott says: How important? Like, VERY or just very..
Georgia says: On a scale of 1 to 10 its a ridiculous 12!!
Scott says: Oh, crap. Thats important.
Georgia says: Yep.
Scott says: Matter of life and death?
Georgia says: Could be. If the wrong information was given.
Scott says: I see :|
Georgia says: I want to know where he got his double stuffed oreos from... I can't find any in Tesco.
Scott says: .........
Scott says: Lmfao.
“She wanders all alone, this is all she’s ever known.
Nothing more,...”
– Ross Copperman - All She Wrote
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Starting Again
I have had about thirteen blogs in my lifetime. I’m eighteen in a few days and I have had thirteen blogs. Its a huge number, but I guess it tells you something about my inability to talk to people to their face, prefering instead to write my thoughts down onto a webpage where strangers can see it, but the chances of my friends and family seeing it are slim.
I have a history, I have a past,...
